My style/vibe evolution

 TWEEN ERA:

MY ULT FAVE: PAMYU PAMYU

MY STYLE: LOLITA X DECORA X GIRLY-KEI

VIBE: HYPER GIRLY & HYPER KAWAII , I WANTED TO BE SEEN AS SUUUUPER CUTE AND GIRLY

I REALLY LIKE DECORA MAKE UP ALOT! I LOVED THE STICKERS

 I REALLLLY LIKED HARUKA KUREBAYAHI'S STYLE!

LATE TWEEN ERA/ EARLY TEENS:

ULT FAVE: PROB A KPOP IDOL AT THIS TIME i think it was sulli♡ but im not sure 

STYLE: I LIKED PASTEL/PINK ULZZANG OUTFITS, THAT WERE CUTE BUT NOT TOO CUTE

VIBE: I WANTED TO BE SEEN AS CUTE AND GIRLY BUT NO EXACTLY KAWAII

I LOVED SOFT GIRL MAKEUP AND ULZZANG MAKEUP AT THIS TIME

I WASNT INTO SEXY THINGS AND ACTUALLY DIDNT WANT TO COME ACROSS LIKE THAT, I JUST STARTED LIKING SHORTER CLOTHES BUT I STILL WANTED TO LOOK CUTE, NOT SEXY AT ALL.

MID TEENS:

ULT FAVE: PARIS HILTON + MARILYN MONROE + NAOMI CAMPBELL 

STYLE: GIRLY, CUTE AND BARBIECORE(SOMETIMES CALLED BIMBOCORE), I ALWAYS LIKED LIKED Y2K, FRUTIGER AND MCBLING AESTHETICS I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT THEY WERE CALLED TILL THIS ERA

VIBE: I STILL DIDNT WANNA BE SEEN AS SEXY, IT MADE ME UNCOMFY, I DIDNT LIKE TO CALL MYSELF HOT EITHER. I STILL WANTED TO BE SEEN AS CUTE. I WANTED TO BE SEEN AS CUTE BUT FLIRTY.

I STILL DRESS IN THIS STYLE AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS, 

I EMBRACE 2000S MEDIA CUZ I CONSUMED IT ALOT GROWING UP, ITS NOT CUZ IT WAS "TRENDY" I ALWAYS LIKED 80S AND 2000S THINGS

MOST OF THE MOVIES IVE SEEN ARE FROM THAT ERA AND SOME OF THE MOST NOSTALGIC THINGS TO ME ARE FROM THAT ERA, AND IF SOMETHING I LIKE HAPPENS TO BE TRENDY, SO WHAT? I SHOULDNT HAVE TO PROOVE MYSELF

MY MOM IS A VERY NOSTALGIC PERSON AND SO AM I, SO ALOT OF THE STUFF THAT SHE ENJOYED SHE SHARED WITH ME

ANYWAYS 

 

NOW:

ULT FAVE: DOLLY PARTON + MARILYN MONROE

STYLE: GIRLY, SEXY CUTE, I LIKE TO CALL MY AESTHETIC "HYPER PRINCESS" (PINK FRUTIGER AERO + PINK Y2K + A HINT OF MCBLING + GYARU) BUT I LIKE TO CALL THE WAY I DRESS BARBIE GAL CUZ I WEAR GAL MAKEUP AND DRESS IN BARBIECORE <3

I ALSO DRESS IN PINK COQUETTE

VIBE: PRINCESSY, CUTE, SEXY AND GIRLY

MY PIX 

I THINK ITS REALLY INTERESTING HOW I ONLY REALLY STARTED TO WANT A SEXY VIBE WHEN I WAS LIKE A LATE 17yr/EARLY 18yr, EVERYONE ELSE AROUND ME REALLY WANTED TO HAVE A SEXY ENERGY BUT I WASNT REALLY INTO IT,

I THINK ITS KINDA ADMIRABLE IN A WAY LMAOOO

THAT ONLY WHEN I WAS OLDER I STARTED TO WANT THAT KIND OF VIBE, LIKE THERE WERE ALOT OF KIDS THAT WANTED TO COME ACROSS AS SEXY AT LIKE 14--

BUT IDK I JUST FELT REALLY UNCOMFY W THAT  
WHICH IS UNDERSTABLE, I DONT THINK EARLY TEENS AND TWEENS SHOULD BE CALLING THEMSELVES SEXY TBH

BUT YEA

ALSO NOT TRYNA SHAME ANYONE IM JUST TRYNA SAY I THINK IT WAS GOOD THAT I DIDNT WANNA BE SEXY AS A KID