i needa say this because its very important but when i was younger like 11 to 13 years old i used to have a porn addiction and it was really bad. i used to watch it alot and honestly it was not good for me, i didnt even like sexual things tbh but i was so addicted i couldnt stop. and honestly after i watched it i used to feel so disgusting i didnt even wanna look at myself. i felt like i ruined my childhood by watching that stuff and i prob did (not that it wasnt alr ruined before but--) even before i knew the harmful effects of porn i knew it was bad. i repented so many times after watching it, i really hated the fact that i had this addiction, it completely ruined the little amount of childhood innocence i had. it might even have contibuted to why im demi sexual. some ppl might think im being ridcuolous because i like to dress in a sexy way, but just because im sexy does not im sexual. its like dolly parton, she is sexy not sexual, like me.
i feel like alternatives that really helped me was reading smut, ik it sounds silly but it transitioned my mind from that gross shit that has horrible effects (porn) to something better. i dont read lots of smut now but when i was trying to get over my addiction i read alot and it helped, also download porn site blockers too
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