Maryam's Werid Cave

 retro/vintage things and girly things are my life okay?

Ive been loving the 50-2000s films and Aesthetic

Normally i feel 80s and 2000s those are my vibes

Sometimes im feeling 90s but its rare, not a huuuge fan of 90s fashion (i love hyperfem 90s fashion tho), i like it but i prefer 80s and 2000s, i love 90s films and models tho

50s is such a Nostalgic childhood vibe i feel like a kid again i cant explain it

70s is so perfect for inspo for black women, like omg i love the fashion and that era of black girlness

60s makeup and fashion is chefs kiss

And for the girly stuff 🧍‍♀️ dont make me side eye u i talked abt that so much

i feel like a grandma sometimes, (not using it as an insult cuz unlike so many ppl i dont think its bad to age at all) and i like that feeling, like my friends and i will be watching a movie and ill recognize all the retro stars in it and theyll have no idea who they are.

like i was watching the kissing booth with them and i recognized molly ringwald cuz duhh

and they had no idea who she was. crazy.

and this happens alot! ill watch some movies with my sister and then ill be like "oh she was from scream" "oh he is from the graduate" "oh thats rosemary!" and etc cuz ik these actors and shell just nod bcuz she has no idea what the hell im saying

i dont expect her to know them ofc, i just point it out mistakenly forgetting that these ppl dont watch old stuff lol, my sister did grow up with some old stuff but shes always abt wats trendy. were kind known for that, me the out of touch artsy older sister who loves old stuff and girly things and then my lil sister the trendy and very cultured one. not that i care if i am or am not trendy i like what i like. its just alot of the stuff i like arent usually trendy bcuz its like 20+ years old, unless if its 2000s

and at work (im a cashier) i look at the covers of some magazines and ill know some of these people and ill feel so old for knowing them ( in a good way).

i not only like older things, i like aging. i think its beautiful, ofc not everyone is attracted to it but your not ugly bcuz ur old. there are ppl who are old that i find attractive (id never go for bcuz im literally 19)

do yall want to die young? quite sad, being old means you lived life, u did what you wanted. you have so many stories and expirences to look back on. that is beautiful. you guys dont want to do that? none of you want to look back on life? sad tbh.

i wanna be old

REALLY old

olivia de havilland old.