The AUDACITY to tell a victim to move on

Ppl can take YEARs to heal, healing is not a path

 

It took me so long to heal from all of mine and i had A LOT esp if you dont have a support system or your having insult to injury healing can be so hard

I mean when i talked abt dsa i LITERALLY got threatened by those people so imagine if i went into detail about the child abuse i recieved (not the one where my teacher is senegal violated me in front of the class at age for or 5😍), and the SA i faced in high school (prior to senegal)

I only really went into detail about 3 out of the 5 traumatic moments in my life

And the other two i may never reveal, i feel like i healed from all of my trauma but it was hard, i was angry, sad and confused 

I felt DISGUSTING 

But i also wish nothing but the worst for all those people

Even though i dislike them i do feel like i healed

And if my abusers were under fire you best believe ill be VERY LOUD and talk about it and shit on them for it, iys justified revenge

If talking about my trauma helps me then ill do it

Its my FUCKING trauma 

I can exploit it to get ahead if i want too, i had to go through the pain, the grief, the mentalnissues, the physical issues, the healing

I DID THE WORK

I DID THAT

im ALLOWED to use it to my advantage and no one can tell me otherwise, ppl launch careers, write books, make movies and etc

Taking advantage of their trauma amd thats okay

I applaud it actually 

They are taking the power back, what is more comforting to a victim then that?