LOOKING AT MY OLD PICTURES I POSTED ON HERE WEN I WAS IN SENEGAL--

 LMAO WHY WERE THEY SO BAD 

I GOTTA EXCUSE IT CUZ IN WAS IN SENEGAL N I DIDNT HAVE A PHONE N HAD TO USE MY SISTER'S LOW QUALITY PHONE, 

SENEGAL WAS THE DARK AGES

SOOO MY BAD PICTURES SHIOULD BE EXCUSEDDDDDDDDDD

IM LOOKING THRU MY OLD PIX SO I CAN SEE IF I SHOULD DELETE ANY CUZ I THINK I POSTED THINGZ THAT WERE PERHAPS... TOO REVEALING FOR MY COMFORT :)

NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT... I WAS FINDING MYSELF IN SENEGAL LIKE N I STILL AM IG? IDK I'M SOMEONE WHOSE GOALS ARE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME, MY DREAMS ARE THE SAME, I BARELY CHANGE

yk those ppl who change DRASTICALLY, thats not me, like my personality and interests have stayed pretty much the same... im not as.... cringe... and immature cuz YK PPL GROW UP (U SHOULD BECOME MORE MATURE N LESS CRINGE AS U GET OLDER OR ELSE UR GROWTH IS STAGNATED OR WORSE.... UR REGRESSING), i started this blog 2 years ago, around this time too, im pretty sure i was 17 turning 18 and SOOOO much has happened

BUT EVEN WEN I THOUGHT IK THINGZ ABT MYSELF I WAS STILL LEARNING NEW THINGZ N FIGURING THINGZ OUT IN TERMS OF HOW I WANT TO DRESS, TALK, ETC

looking back at these old posts i like how even tho alot of my old pics (in my opinion) are... bad LMAOO, i still felt really confident and good abt myself and i still wanted to post them up, despite how bad they look

I STILL LIKE MY EDITS THO IDC, YES THERE NOT... GREAT BUT IDK I LIKE IT N ON MY BLOG THATS ALL THAT MATTERS

also the worst of this visual cringe are THE OLD GIFS omg i thought i was in an edit AND I WILL BE DELETING SOME OF THESE 

I CAN HANDLE PPL SEEING ME POSE W A SHOWER CAP N GLASSES AND HORRILE GREEN EYESHADOW BUT NOT SOME OF THESE GIFS LIKE GEEZ-LA-FUCKING-WEEZ

OKAY IM REACHING THE PART WHERE ITS SENIOR YEAR N IM BACK IN AMERICA NDDD THE PIX ARE BETTER BUT MY WEAVE OMFG

NO ONE TOLD MEE IT LOOKD BAD, I FEEL LIKE PPL OF OTHER RACES OFTEN DONT SEE IT WEN I SAY MY WEAVE LOOKS BAD, THEY DONT NOTICE N TBH LETS KEEP IT THAT WAY :)

BUT OMG, IT WAS MY FIRST TIME HAVING A WEAVE SO..... IT WASNT GONNA BE GOOD

BUT AT THIS TIME I WAS LOWKEY THINKING I WAS TOO BIG FOR MY CLOTHES WHICH IS KINDA FUNNY CUZ I WAS NEARLY 100 POUNDS LOL I WAS STILL HEALING FROM THE DAMAGE OF SENEGAL CUZ I LOST SOOO MUCH WEIGHT THERE, WHICH IS BAD CUZ I WAS ALREADY THIN

ALSO DURING THIS TIME I HELD MY PHONE SO AWKWARDLY UGHHH EWWWW I CANTT

BUT U CANT BLAME ME CUZ MY MOM TOOK AWAY MY PHONE FOR LIKE A YEAR (I DID NOT HAVE A PHONE IN SENEGAL) SO I FINALLY HAD ONE AFTER A YEAR OF NOT N YEAH IT SHOWS LMAOOO

HELPP MEEE THERE ARE SOME PICS IM LOOKING AT WHERE I TRIED TO LOOK NONCHALANT HELPPP IM DYINGG

IM KEEPING IT UP CUZ I SEE THE VISION, I FR DO, EVEN IF THE RESULT ISNT MATCHING UP, IDK ITS FUNNY

LE GASP!!!!! MY GAL ERA OMG THIS IS GONNA HURTTT

OKAY WE NEEDA TALK ABT MY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS ON SOME OF THESE GAL POSTS, LIKE I STILL MAKE GOOFY FACES N STUFF SO IM NOT HATIN IM JUST LIKE... I DIDNT REALIZE I COULD DO THOSE FACES... LIKE SOME OF THESE FACES ARENT EVEN GOOFY THEY JUST STRAIGHT UP SCARY

SEEING MY GAL EVOLUTION IS KINDA FUNNY CUZ U CAN SEE ME TRYING TO MAKE MY MAKE MORE N MORE NATURAL LMAOOO THIS SHOULDA BEEN A SIGN THAT THE GAL LOOK WAS NOT FOR MEEE

ITS KINDA SAD CUZ I FR FELT LIKE I WAS MENT TO BE GAL :( BUT TIS OKAY

I DONT GOTTA BE GAL TO BE WILD N SEXY >:(

OH....

IN SOME OF THESE I WAS SMILING A BIT TOO INTENSELY LMAOOOOOOOOOO IM CRYING

HELP MY GRADUATION POST LITERALLY REVEALS WHERE I WENT TO HS I NEEDA SEE MYSELF OUT---

WATEVER, I DONT GO THERE ANYMORE

 DAMN I TOOK SO MANY PIX IN MY BRA 

HELPP I REVEALED WHERE I USED TO WORK TO.... WHY DO I DO THIS

OKAY IM AT THE PART WHERE I WAS IN FLORIDAAAA

WHY WAS I LEANING ON MUHAMMED ALI LIKE THAT LMAOOOO PLEASE I CANNNOTRT

HELPP THAT POST WAS SO ANNOYING AND CRINGE AND FUNNY AND SHADY AND CUTE, IN OTHER WORDS, IM KEEPING IT UP N I LOVE IT

OMG I NEEDA REDO THE PHOTOSHOOT THING WJERE IM IN DIFF STYLE N IM EMO

LIKE THE EMO ONES ATE BUT THE OTHERS.... IN THAT HORRENDOUS WEAVE? COULD NEVA

UGHHH ANOTHER GIF? N ITS FROM LAST YEAR TOO? WTVR ITS KINDA CUTE I SEE THE VISION

MY LIVING DOLL VIDEO (THE SECOND ONE) IS GOOD, I GOT TO THE POST THAT HAS THE PICTURES FROM IT BUT NOW IM CRINGING AT THE PART WHERE I ATTEMPT THE DIFFERENT SUBSTYLES LIKE I COULDVE DONE SM BETTER BUT MY DAD WAS HOME N I KEPT ON RUNNING TO THE BATHROOM TO PUT ON MAKE UP AND WIPE IT OFF AND RUN BACK TO MY ROOM TO CHANGE CLOTHES, I WAS RUSHING MYSELF, ALSO IM BAD AT TAKING VIDEOS IF IM NOT TALKING ITS SO FUCKING EMBARRASING I HATE DOING IT

IN MY SECOND PHOTOSHOOT OUTIDE I WAS FR WEARING 2 PANTS IN THE PICS WHERE I HAD THE BLACK LEGGINGS CUZ I WAS SO COLD

<--BRO WHAT 🧍 LIKE I AGREE BUT JUST THE WAY IT WAS SAID HELP--

OKAY THERES A POST WHERE I WAS CRYING (FAKE TEARS) FOR THE AESTHETIC N YK WAT I ATE IDC, I JUST THINK ITS REALLY FUNNY THAT I TOOK A SCREENSHOT OF MY FACE W MY ANEMIC ASS LIPS N SAID I LOOKED LIKE A DOLL, (I DO BE THINKING I LOOK DOLLY BUT WHY USE THAT PICTURE OF ALL PIX BRUH 🧍)

OKAY IDC THIS IS SO FUNNY TO MEEEEEEE

YK WHAT

I FEEL THAT EVEN THOUGH MY OLD PIX ARE.... YK OLD :) IM GOING TO KEEP THEM UP BCUZ THERE VERY HARMLESS IT JUST REALLY SHOWS U MY EVOLUTION N HOW I CHANGED STYLE WISE N EVERYTHING